A living record of what I’m building, remembering, and offering.

This is a home for the things I’ve made, the things I’m making, and the things I’m still dreaming into form. Some are polished and public. Others are seeds still breaking through.

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⁂ Fragments from the Furnace

A raw, nonlinear series of personal essays, journal entries, and field reports from the frontlines of fatherhood, grief, and spiritual rewilding. Explore the latest →

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🜂 Burning Lindsay (Book)

A memoir of love, loss, and radical transformation—told through the fire of witnessing my wife’s death and the alchemy that followed. Currently in final stages of revision.

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⨀ Always Here (Book Series)

A collection of gentle grief companions — each book a quiet witness for the ways we lose, remember, and remake ourselves through love and loss. Written to hold space for every shape of grief, from the unspeakable to the everyday.
Available now in print and digital, with an open-door policy for anyone who truly needs it but can’t afford it.
Explore the series →

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⧉ (Next Book – In Early Development)

A forthcoming guidebook on conscious masculinity, fatherhood, and shame reclamation. Written for men who are ready to break silence and grow up without losing their soul.

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☊ The Torchbearer’s Voice (Podcast)

Spoken-word reflections on grief, healing, and energetic truth-telling. These are transmissions from the edges—poetic, unpolished, and alive. Listen on Spotify | Listen on Apple

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⬡ Video Game Legacy Project

A resurrection of a long-paused interactive story world—infused with mystery, myth, and multidimensional healing. In development.

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⚖ Open-Air Funeral Legal Advocacy

An evolving project to support legislative reform around legalizing open-air cremation in Missouri and beyond. Rooted in ritual, dignity, and ecological reverence.

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✍ Documentary Project

A living record of my return to wholeness—told through real-time footage, voiceover, and sacred witness. This film follows my journey beyond the limits of conventional mental health frameworks and into a deeper exploration of somatic, energetic, ancestral, and spiritual healing practices. It’s not about proving anything. It’s about showing what’s possible when you trust your own breakdown, and let it lead you somewhere ancient and real.
In early development.